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Is this selfish?
https://youtu.be/_iRBIlP1p68
I'm 20
I have everything to start because : I'm black
>get locked out of the office
>I climb up onto the top of the office and use a hatch that leads to the roof to get in
>I break a ceiling tile doing this
>oshit.jpeg
>get spooked and put ceiling tile back into place but all fucked up because I'm an idiot.
>literally was doing this on impulse, just to clock out
>clock out at a computer not in the office
>Monday, boss asks me about the ceiling
>Lie
>Tuseday, security calls me in at the end of the night and tells me they have me on camera. (Not actually on video climbing, but they knew I was the only one there)
>Admit it was me and I only was trying to clock out (which true)
>Wednesday, I work my shift and at the end of the night, I'm called into the manager's office along with my boss. The manager tells me it's about a 50/50 chance I get canned for this. However, he is only suspending me until he hears back from HR.
>Probably wouldn't be in this mess had I simply told my boss the truth when he first asked me.
>Now it's basically up to corporate HR people as to ruin my life or not
>Might log-off IRL if I get fired fr xddd
>Today, get a call from the boss
>HR wants me to come in at 6 pm to "talk" to me.
Am I getting fired or suspended, what do you guys think? I'm fucking freaking out.
Now for why this is such a terrible decision...
TLDR: She has borderline personality disorder which as a symptom, means that she is irrationally afraid of being abandoned and sometimes acts as if she has been. People with that disorder tend to be really impulsive as well. At some point she cheated on me and I suspect that is why. Tell me how I would be a cuck for reaching out to her again.
I have a long version if anyone is interested.
I spat and verbally lashed out at my well paid software engineer gf yesterday, it was mix of jealousy and frustration. She's working from home these days due to the corona crisis. I'm frustrated and unemployed for many months now, I used to be a content writer. Now I only do housework.
Immediately, 2 mins later, I realized what an asshole I was. I was deeply ashamed of myself, and with my head bent down I approached her to apologize. Before I could open my mouth, she was already furious, and began hitting me like a punchbag. Mind you, she's a trained mixed martial artist too, she's holds black belts in karate and kickboxing, and even competes internationally in full-contact kickboxing championships. Within a matter of minutes, I lay writhing in pain on the floor, my face bloodied and bruised, and my body sore and aching all over from her painful kicks and punches. I ended up with a bleeding cut lip, a black swollen eye, broken nose and wobbly front teeth. She immediately ran to our bedroom, and I could hear her sobbing. She came out 10 mins later and tearfully apologized, then placed my head in her lap and nursed me with an ice pack. She took care of me the rest of the day.
She's taken a break from work today to spend the time with me. I'm getting pampered all day today, she's wearing nothing today all day since morning, she's cooked my favorite dishes, watched movies with me, and given me lots of intimacy.
My body still hurts from the beating she gave me yesterday though, particularly my left eye which is still black and swollen from her punch.
I understand that I started it all. I would like to make it up to her. I wouldn't want her to feel too guilty for too long, and I would like her to know how grateful I am to have her. But first I would like to know what's going on in her mind, preferably from a feminine perspective, then I'd like to know what should I do.
How do I fix it how do you fix it.
Actual political threads are being deleted nearly instantly on /pol/. All 300 post threads are non political and weird with the same vibe. Like some freak with autism only wants one type of thread on /pol/ and their type of politics they like
It seems like janitors are all made of the most insufferable personalities on earth. Not surprising, who else would do it.
Kind of in a bad place, wageslave job has me constantly interacting with customers but the bastards won't give us any protective equipment. I need this job but I'm deathly afraid of getting covid. I don't know what to do.
I always hate working.
The only time I didn't hate working was when I wasn't making enough to live and even then I still hated working.
I hate my current job. Every time the phone beeps my anxiety spikes wondering what I'm going to get yelled at for now. I hate that I have an autistic wandering mind that demands information constantly to date it which I can't do at my job. I hate that the only two things there are boredom and stressful boredom.
However, my adoptive Dad, who I've lived with my whole life, is very much against me moving back home. When my lease at this apartment ends, he wants me to find a new roommate and lease a new place. I don't want to do this. I don't want a lease that potentially could trap me into my job even further.
The only escape I see is shacking up with my estranged birth dad in poor health in Apache Junction. Apache Junction is a shithole. His place is a disgusting mess. I can barely take care of myself but I would also need to be taking care of him. But that's starting to appear more favorable to what I'n doing now. I know I would be looked down upon by my whole family, especially because even though I'd be living off of my Dad's money, it's not really his mobey, it's my Grandma's, who gives him $6,000 a month. But I'm seriously starting to consider it. I don't know if I can take doing this wagecucking shit any longer. I've never had a job I held down for more than 6 months and I doubt I ever will find a job I can hold down for that long.
I have no idea what move I should make.
Anyway she's getting riled up because of quarantine and finally jumped on a dating site. I'm worried I have to deal with another bitch soon, I'm already planning on buying locks for my room and office to protect from theft. Is it normal to get frustrated over a roommate dating people? Especially lesbians, who practically move in after the first date?
Is this normal? Am I a fucking alcoholic?
I have noticed I am only attracted to two kinds of men: the ones who are pure and noble souls, and they have the goodness that I don't have. They are the exact kind of men who should be more common, and if everyone had a friend like them then the world would ultimately be beautiful and there would be no wars!
And then there are the ones whose masculinity were tested, and they are the kind of men I want to be like. They are prime examples of men, but at what price? Such tests come with high risk and cost - thus extremely rare, especially ones that aren't dead or permanent damaged let alone in one piece. Most men these days are too comfortable, and prefer comfort - nothing inherently bad about this, but it doesn't inspire me.
Recently, I've been pondering about my infatuation with this one war hero who was tested under fire. What is it about him (my idea of him) that appeals to me? He suffers from PTSD, and he paid a price to be the kind of man he is. But, I want that. I want to be scarred the same way. I too want to have my eyes opened. I rather die the death of a philosopher, warrior, or martyr than live a long life as a weak, soft, and comfortable coward reminiscent of Nietzsche's Last Man. If I can't, then at least I want such a man to be my mentor and fill me up with his manliness. There is something to revere about what such a man brings back from the high of war.
Would you text her or something so I can fuck her right when lockdown ends? I don't wanna become her texting emotional tampon, but I'm willing to be a little more lovey dovey this time to make her stick around.
I just got done watching this vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BNKOXwvrEVo
and basically all the girls wanted to be with the 2 tall black dudes and basically ignored the asian guy and short white guy. The tall white guy got some ugly chicks but basically all the hot girls went to the 2 black guys.
Now I'm not saying there aren't any white chads out there, but it's starting to feel like the aesthetic and personality most women are attracted to is tall black rappers with soundclouds.
How can I appeal to a higher amount of women and be chad if I'm not any of those things?
What do i do? I do not want to get ratted out.
How do I get rid of these thoughts?? Will meditation help? Possibly reading?
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I want a therapist, but I'm both too shy, and too poor to afford one.
7cups charges $150 for email/online therapy. Is that price worth it? Can email-based therapy really help or is it just low-tier therapists who copy and paste things to you?
Boys real srs critical life advice please.
My gf recently broke up with me (for not just one reason reason but also) because my dick was slightly to small in length and girth, she didn't outright tell me everything but she was very upset that our sizes didn't fit together perfectly and wish we didnt break up.
Now the break up only lasted two days and we even saw eachother twice during these two days and she wants to get back together but something needs to be done about our sex life, so I'm asking you anons can anyone help me out? We have something really special together and up if will be so sad if this ruins it.
I'm working on properly stretching and clamping and I got a viagra prescription.
If anyone is wondering my dimensions at full erection are 6.5 inches length by 5.3 inches girth
And she didnt outright tell me this either, but her ideal length is defiantly 7.5 inches and ideal girth is 5.7 inches.
So I'm trying to add 2.5cm to my length and around 1cm to the girth and I think that's very possible, but difficult and time consuming.
Any normal dick anons out there with regular advice or more PE advice?
This has been a problem for a few months already. Should I start looking for a side piece on Tinder since she can't or won't satisfy my needs?
I don't even watch porn because I am horny. I watch it because I get this weird intimacy craving and I don't know what else to do. Help me. I think this will wear me down. Not even sure if I can break free ever. I remember reading online that you have to want to quit FOREVER. but I am not sure if I want to quit forever. I just don't want to be masturbating to it 6 times a day.
couple days ago she mass texted me she made a huge mistake blah blah and she called me saying the same shit. and i took her back. but lately when we talk i dont feel anything for her. she doesnt look cute like she used to. we facetime last night and i could barely wanna talk to her. she said good night and ily but i forced myself to say it back
am i over her ? or still hurt for what she did and i can't move on ?
idk what to do. i just dont trust her anymore. or anything she says.
My (slightly older) sister has asked me to go look in on one of her best friends who is apparently stressing hard about the current state of the world. I've known this girl most of my life but about 6 or 7 years ago we had a bit of sexual tension that never went anywhere. In any case she got married and had a couple of kids.
The husband left her recently (about 6 months ago I gather from what I was told) and it seems to still be over.
Since I'm going to go there and be social and hopefully distract her from her stressors for a while, I was already thinking my best bet for that would be some flirting and banter which is what I'm best at when it comes to dealing with women because I lack the empathy to be the guy who sits there and lets them download their problems.
>don't date single mothers
I wasn't planning on it. I was more just thinking that I might be able to score some making out and light petting to alleviate my own loneliness and stress during these troubled times.
I know how to read the room and will have to figure out on my own if she's interested, I really just want to know if it's too creepy to be """that""" guy who takes a small advantage of the situation. She's a smart girl so I'm concerned that even if she goes for it now, in a month or whatever she might turn around and feel taken advantage of and I don't want that.
>have online friends
>scrolling through 4chan
>read a thread "Do you have friends?"
>Deep down say no
I made myself sad, why am I like this?
how do you get out of this?
>inb4 are you on the spectrum
no
tenancy will result in a $100 monthly fee until the issue is resolved. Invoices received
by management during tenancy will also be charged back as reimbursement."
In particular to the 2nd sentence, does this mean the landlord will payback these penalty payments or no? If not, what DOES it mean?
I woke up yesterday and realized I have nothing in common with anyone anymore. Kids these days are very different and I really feel like there is a huge gap between me and the people I deal with (just 5-4 years younger).
>they are all homossexual, bissexual or something weird
>they all do drugs
>they will unironically give money to camgirls on the internet (at least the few ones who aren't gays)
>they use twitter
>they use instagram more than facebook
>hell, facebook was already too much for me because I'm an ugly fag and couldn't take a decent picture for the life of me
>they spend their whole days playing videogames
>they like shitty music for the sake of being shitty music
>they use apps to hook up
>they are either full-blown leftists or borderline Hitler, like they have no idea how a democratic state should run and just roll downhill to meme ideologies
>did I mention the fetish status that shitty music has among them?
I hate this generation so much. How can I learn to like it and stop being a creepy old hermit? I am becoming a boomer already.
how did it end?
was it worth?
How did u fell?
Why did u do that?
Did it change things for better?
Do You regret?
im lost.
She won't leave her husband because she cares about him and it's in the best interest of her and her children's futures to stay with him. I told her I'm willing to do whatever it takes for her and her children if she leaves her husband but she just won't do it.
How do I get her to leave her husband at this point? I've considered going to his job and telling him everything showing him videos and pictures of us on dates and our sextapes so he will divorce her himself.
I have a gf who has an ill temper. She can get angry or offended easily. Normally this is manageable, we have talked the issue and our relationship has been going on with this as a problem of minor occurrence.
This was until Coronavirus. Because of isolation and fear of getting sick, she lost it, and I mean it. Long story short, she always repeats the same pattern: picks something to fight, gets terribly emotional, insults me, and later apologizes. She has been terrible, called me cocksucker, faggot, and I am not exaggerating, I am quoting her words.
Yesterday it was the top of the cherry, I couldn't take it any longer and haven't seen her since. She came to my door but I told her to leave. The idea of seeing her scares me. Yesterday I had to take clonazepam to calm down.
What do? I love her, I don't want to finish it.
PD. We live in the same building, same floor, different apartments.
I got pissed because she fucked someone so easily and so pathetic (he kept begging for nudes with no dignity), and what made me even angrier was the fact that he said he missed her a few days ago. She then blocked and deleted him, but now I just can't see her in the same way.
Am I being paranoid? She didn't betray me, but it still leaves a bad taste in my mouth, I didn't like knowing that, do all women have casual sex with assholes nowadays when they're feeling lonely? Fuck, this shit pains me, now I keep imagining them both going at it.
Twas me you say?
An anon that's a homebody?
Nay, couldn't be me
I'm just a nobody...
This was the most beautiful thing I ever heard about me. The night before I prayed to God to sacrifice me for humanity because I saw what was happening and it made me sad I wanted all suffering to end but I also didn't want to suffer myself. It was the first time I really felt a prayer get answered it was so beautiful. And for the last week I have kind of been at war with Satan I guess...I went through all these trials but the final answer I discovered is it was all pointless all the suffering and evil there is no justification for it it shouldn't even happen. But basically the evil is everywhere it is part of reality even the fact that we can starve to death is evil. And now I can't even communicate with God really or at least not easily. So I don't know what to do I feel like I am powerless to do anything I just feel stuck.
she'll go from being affectionate and telling me how much she loves me to she is confused about me and is very cold to me and its super easy to piss her off that she'll get personal with me and make fun of me. will basically refuse to even hug me during this period.
granted she hasn't cheated on me and we talk daily. but the periods where's shes cold even after shes done it a couple times make me insecure af
due to her telling me back in hs she used to fuck around a lot when she got in a mood. but swears shes over that period
unfortantely she only shares this side of her with me and her sister. everybody else she'll act nice
idk what to do. has anyone dated a borderline and kept it long-lasting?
I'll just say the schools. it's between Texas Tech and University of Texas in Arlington. It's for comp sci. I honestly don't have a preference. I'd like to take out as few loans as possible. But I live close to UTA so I can commute. I also have a garenteed UTA scholarship for a few thousand. TT I might get a scholarship but I don't know for sure. TT is more of a college town / college experience and stuff which is nice, but is also in the middle of nowhere.
>haven't felt emotions in years
>disconnected from everything
>feel completely left out of life like I'm just an observer
>don't care about anything
>days fly by
>weeks, months, years fly by
>can spend months doing nothing because it's all the same shit when you're disconnected
>my life is flying by without me actually participating in it
>corona virus shit doesn't affect me at all
>World War III would barely affect me even if it was at my front door
>everything feels utterly insignificant and meaningless
Has anyone here recovered from this shit? It's like my soul is gone
How do I learn how to talk to women?
I've always very much enjoyed the investigative side of my job. My supervisor has recommended I take detective exams in a few months and enter CID, which is really the reason I joined- I've always wanted to enter the child abuse investigation unit, specifically the team that deals with online paedophile rings.
I have been completing a degree in English Literature while I've been working, and have developed an unbelievable passion for Romantic poetry and medieval literature. It has given me a joy I have found nowhere else in my life. I am due to graduate with a first class degree, have experience teaching the subject in my spare time for extra cash, and have very luckily managed to get a short paper on Byron published while an undergraduate.
I am now considering leaving the police to study the subject at a graduate level, with the goal of becoming a lecturer and eventually professor of English Literature. However, I am daunted by the uncertainty. I hear academia is increasingly competitive and insecure, whereas my job in the police is effectively tenured. I also have the irrational yet nagging feeling that if I leave the police, I am guilty for the children I might otherwise have helped.
I don't know what I'm expecting, but I would appreciate any and all insights.
I told her i'm not ok just being friends with someone have feelings for and she said ok.
She keeps texting me asking me how i am etc or just random bullshit i haven't responded to. Now she send me a paragraph ranting about maturity and how If i dont walk to talk to her i should tell her blah blah blah.
I dont want to talk to her because i still like her and she doesnt feel the same, is it worth even telling her this or is she just going to keep trying to befriend me
It seems to me that this way to shut someone down is way too easy
Had pretty much normal skin all my life long.
>Pic unrelated
Processor
Pentium(R) Dual-Core CPU E5500 @ 2.80GHz
Video Card
ATI Radeon HD 5450 512Mb Ram
RAM
4.0 GB
Operating System
Windows 7
But cuz of add I fing it hard getting past a week of keeping it up
Any help or stories that can motivate to push past?
What to do?
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PS: I already have my shit together, being /fit/, have an apartment, decent income as softdev and a somewhat personality.
i need some advice on this quiz, for capital cities based off of emojis. Any help is appreciated !
i think I've worked out about half of the answers, I can upload them if anyone wants
>First time in over a year
>She insisted multiple time that I didn't need a condom
>I eventually removed the condom after she assured me she hadn't had sex in over 3 months and got tested for stds 3 month ago and that she had an IUD
>Every private clinic get shut down the very next day, because the doctors are being mobalised due to covid-19
>I start having pain and itching in my penis 10 days later.
>Sexual health centers are closed as well.
>Most std can be cured if treated under 3 month.
>What if everything is shut down for longer than that?
>Am I fucked?
>The liquor stores are somehow still open.
> Am I supposed to ruin my wallet, my leaver and my sex life, with hard liquor to ease the pain ?
(I also posted this on R9K, because I wasn't aware of this board.)
Finally I got my first GF, but now I seem to be less horny, why is that? Sex is great, but i don't get random throbbing boners anymore. I still get erect when I'm in bed with her, but it seems like my body has changed.
20yrs old.
>work in a shitty office furniture factory
>decent pay but shit work environment
>no union
>Coronachan hits
>more and more guidelines as spread progresses
>attendance point system
>progression reaches new levels
>attendance system wavered
>literally just call in or leave, no consquences
>feel sick AT ALL? stay home
>Mostly older employees
>People starting to dip in high numbers, workers forced to pick up the slack
>no extra pay, just deal with it
Is there anything I can do? Would I have to organize some mass walk-out to get them to shutdown? They're so fucking greedy
Last night he was trying to tell me I need to be more optimistic, go exercise and work out in parks, really self-improve, and then was shitting on me for spending time in my room and I told him to fuck off basically. I was drunk and in a shit mood but meh.
I don't wanna lose a friend but I also don't want to be told what to do by someone who isn't 3 weeks deep without a paycheck right now.
algebra , graphs , equations etc
I'm not super sick, no stuff base or head cold or fever, but my lungs are sucky (feel rattley, easily tired/out of breath) and I'm coughing with a sore throat.
I'm staying home but my bf is still working, he works at a local grocery store. We share quarters. I wish I'd been able to take the test 2 weeks ago when I asked Telehealth but they said no. I haven't been completely separated from him and I feel bad about that. I feel nervous about sharing this even because I haven't been doing 100% isolation as I probably should have been (walks around the block etc).
I feel guilty. Am I overthinking? My boyfriend thinks I'm over reacting and that I don't have it.
I was taking nasal steroids when I got sick which lower the immune system and increase chance of illness, and there was something going around my office for a while.
How do I build confidence in my decisions and/or know what the right choice is?
I can't think clearly or remember anything. Every time somebody asks me how I'm doing I tell them I'm just fine and proceed to ask them how their day is when in actuality I have never felt closer to suicide in my life.
My grades in university are tanking and every assignment feels like a monumental task when just last semester everything seemed easy and I made the dean's list. The quarantine pushing everything online and keeping me stuck at home really isn't helping.
I can only seem to become invested in things that allow me to forget that I have responsibilities that I'm neglecting, and I have never been so horribly unproductive. I have work to do but it's like I just can't bring myself to do it.
Even now, when people ask me up front if something is wrong, like they can tell, I brush it off and say everything is okay. I'm so scared of showing vulnerability to the people that I love and respect because I don't want to cause them trouble.
On top of all this for some reason I have an irrational fear of therapy or treatment in general.
I never imagined it could get this bad. How do I hold out for the time being? Find the drive to work when I need to? And how do I get over this stupid fucking fear of treatment so that eventually I can seek some out? I can't keep going on like this.
>January
Hit by car while crossing the street, on the way home from a job interview.
Got type A and B influenza back to back.
Not enough damage form car accident to get a lawsuit.
Got job, only to have to immediately take time off for the flu.
>February
Both flus ended, finally got to work, work got shut down for 10 days due to water tank explosion.
Fail several more job interviews.
Water tank fixed, resume work, only to find a massive list of OSHA violations, get fired for poor work performance after bringing the problems up.
Start other job, realize I was lied to during the interview.
>March
No interviews at all.
Was told I was fired for poor work performance by supervisor, asked when this happened, supervisor realizes that I was never told I was let go and never given any warnings or heads up to do better, and pulls back the firing.
Week later bring it up with supervisors boss, who is extraordinarily uncaring and tells me to quit if I dont like it.
Major falling out with group of friends while upset and drunk.
>April
Get woken up at 2am by a hospital telling me that my mom killed herself.
Unable to pay rent this month due to no income, landlord unwilling to come to an arrangement with me.
This combined with everything that happened last year has worn me down to the point where I haven't been eating much the past couple days from a lack of appetite. The future looks bleak. Can't get a doctors appointment to get anti-depressants either, a combination of no insurance and them being unwilling to take on new clients.
>started boxing a year ago
>hobby not sparring
>been intensely working out 4-5 days a week
>4 days minimum
>start drinking protein whey as well
>last month or two having difficulty keeping erection.
>even if I abstain from masturbation for a week, still not waking up with wood etc
There are a few things which I think may be causing it.
Should I cut my exercise down or stop the porn? Supposedly, exercise in excess can cause ED but I am not too sure.
>at university
>studying for difficult exam
>dude of my class passes by
>says in a sarcastic way
>"you're just looking at the page, that's not how you're supposed to study"
>told him to stfu
>everyone glances at me
I know I overreacted but that's the reason I want to get rid of it
Basically she is the cousin of my first cousin, but she is not related to me. She is the niece of my uncle in law. So she is not biologically related to me, but we are sort of related.
Pic related, is me and my bitch.
What should I do? I literally have nothing else in my life but them, I'd never forgive myself if I got them sick, or potentially even got them killed.
Anyways I don’t want her in my life anymore, this behavior of hers is very toxic, but she’s still in my mind, a lot of things remind me of her, and I’m just thinking all the time how I could have done things differently. It’s been a month now since no contact, how do I move on?
>Dad cheated on her mom
>Best friend cheated on her fiancee
>Host mother cheated on her host father (when she lived overseas for two years)
And as a result she has major trust issues. Always wants to know who it is I'm in a picture with, why I have my hand on their shoulder in a group pic, why I'm liking this person's picture, why I have pictures from seven years ago when I was 21, touching a statue's ass. Who my coworkers are, what I'm doing at all times. It's overwhelming but when I try to break up she begs me to come back to her. The virus has made it worse because she's in the house all day digging on Instagram to find something else to hem me up about. I'm not cheating on her. How do you deal with a partner with serious trust issues?
Idk if its legal i doubt it is and ive seen them doing stupid shit like wheelies and riding around on 2 wheels in a circle right outside their house and shit like that.
The worst fucking part is there is a trail literally a few feet from their house on some rail road tracks that goes for miles and goes out into a bunch of fields and stuff they could easily ride it down and theres a dirt road like not even from their house that goes for miles and breaks off into other dirt roads. It literally goes for like 5 or so miles maybe more. Plus they have a truck to take it anywhere and theres tons of places to ride them around
Literally every single day going by my house revving the fuck out of it shaking my entire house just going back and forth every 3 seconds and revving it as loud as possible. I want to stand out there with a fucking baseball bat and cave their fucking head in
Over the past few years, I've really focused on setting up my lifestyle to be the way I want it and am quite happy with everything, so figured I could give back a bit by offering advice and answering questions here.
I did a thread like this a while back and people seemed to like my advice.
Some topics I have experience with:
>online biz / entrepreneurship
>dating / relationships / girls
>travel / living abroad
>learning new skills
But doesn't just have to be about those things.
So, ask away.
This girl I'm talking to on tinder kind of sucks at conversation, I have to ask questions and sometimes idk wtf to talk about with her as she doesn't have shit to talk about. I don't usually have this problem with girls, it's just her.
We talk off of tinder on social media, but the lockdown is making it hard to find things to talk about especially since we can't meet up or anything.
I have other matches but there's something I like about this girl in particular.
Neither of us are looking for a quick hookup but I don't know if I'm wasting my time with her or not.
how to forget about it?
shes manipulative, has double standards, controlling and has no real interest or care in my life. i dont hate her but i dont love her either.
would this put a girl off even if i explained the above and furthermore, does this make me weird? im 18 btw and still live with her.
>inb4 moveout
im an apprentice currently and im working for my wage to go up, im not lazy .
poc unrelated
It's because Im undesirable to the opposite sex and my personality has eroded over the years. Im just notna candidate for fucking. People also snicker at me when they can tell it makes me feel bad. They have sex and I dont. I guess you could say Im an incel, but I used to have sex frequently in my early 20s, so thats not really accurate. Im a totally normal person until I start to feel like a cuck in a social situation and then it makes me feel genuinely capable of murder. Like I just wish the people doing it would end their own life and stop disturbing my peace by teasing me with what I cant have.
I just want to pursue my own hobbies and dreams without having to worry about a girl that's dependant on me and needs my constant attention.
I'm never dating a North American girl again, they're too much.
The picture is an accurate representation of me and my GF.
Since yesterday i don't text her. What should i do? should i ignore her and wait till the quarantine is over? or should i ask her if she speak my country language for last attempt?
I don't want to shoot one of these fucks in front of my 2 year old.
Pic related, methhead junior looks just like this
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