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>this stage is odd because you have forgotten yourself with the reliving in imax you just endured. You are haunted by every regret, every pain, every joy or obsession or interest. You do not realize it, but you are actively choosing your fate through these ruminations in this time. >eventually you see your parents fuck and make you anew.
>you either sympathize with your father and feel aggression toward your mother (which will make you a girl) or vica versa and you are made a boy because this feeling of "fuck YOU, man!" For your own dad made you a dude.
>this feeling compels you to help fertilize your own egg and you are reborn here.b

If you suicide, your mind will not be prepared for this journey most likely. You will reincarnate into some hell. For instance, bitter roasties who spend their empty lives vapidly championing causes like BLM and the right to legally murder fetuses in utero obsess in death. Ever wonder what sorts of souls fill these babies? That's right.
The very women who obsess over abortion access reincarnate into fetuses that are violently aborted to be thrust right back into the Bardo again and made to relive the pain again. This further conditions them to spiral DOWN from here.
Your consciousness (YOUR ATTENTION) generates reality. That is why people want it more than anything else you have to offer; it is why you want it from others. Spend years preparing to stare into the dark mirror of yourself in death and maybe you will escape the cycle. Otherwise, you will find in death you are still you and have the same limitations. We never die. This is actually true: our experience through death and beyond is seamless. What's best in death is unironically to rejoin the light and get out of here. No. Don't "enter it." There is nowhere to go. Liminal space. DMT realm. Become it. Accept that it is you and use death to wake up in a better reality. Otherwise... oh man, next time will be even worse.

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