Although I was fairly aware of the MK-Ultra program and the various forms sexual abuse that happened within the military I didn't start putting pieces together in my own life until fairly recently. For my own sake and mental sanity I am going to refrain from detailing specifics of what I think may have gone down, but I will give a few surrounding details.

Key information:

> Family members (Including both grandfathers, and direct family members) had rather extensive careers in the military
> At least one family member worked in the FBI and had a rather prominent career
> Was raised for a significant chunk of my early years on or nearby military bases including attending military childcare
> Actively remember trying to escape the childcare and being brought into places of the childcare (such as the attic) where children normally should not have gone
> Know that after leaving that daycare my babysitter was a pervert and ended up dying about a decade after of a drug overdose (supposedly)
> End up having a significantly detailed understanding of the female anatomy at an extremely young age
> End up saying too much around other kids and was then required to go to a rather well known psychologist in the area for therapy for an extended amount of time (I have absolutely no recollection of these visits, the mans face, the drive to and from therapy etc)
> End up developing several concerning sexual proclivities during middle school and high school, even without the influence of porn

Those are pretty much the key points. Outside of having a rather shitty relationship with my parents (almost exclusively due to religious issues however) I had a normal childhood (food, toys, friends, etc) and even got accepted into a few decent universities a few years back.

I am sorry if I dont get back to this on time and dont respond, I have a busy day.

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What are key signs you got MK-Ultra'd or sexually programmed as a child?