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>Because I found out about this part of myself partially through porn it felt like something I could just never talk about and I kept it bottled up even though puberty was making me feel super bad about my body
extremely relatable

this turned over time into an internalized narrative, or even a mantra, which let me keep denying it even as I got older and learned more
>wow this facial hair sucks and I keep going crazy and shaving off all the body hair that's growing in but I'm just a normal guy whatever everyone is like this
>oh there are people who are born intersex, cool not like me
>okay there are gay dudes who get surgery and do porn, that's cool but that's not like me
>wait it's not just all surgery and hormones are a thing and some amabs take them to grow breasts? neat I wish I could do that but it's not for me
>oh wow trans people are a whole thing outside of porn and gender dysphoria is a pretty bad condition to cope with it's not just porn, I wish I had that but it's not for me

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Bible Black made me realize I wanted to be a woman with a penis when I was 11 and I've felt ugly and wrong ever since