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>>16673244
Do people just de-transition at 50ish+ when the signs of aging begin to breakdown all the fortifications you have worked on for so many years?
Or do you just cope as best as possible? I’ve legitimately never seen an old tranner, and I’m not sure if I want to
Do you want to be a mommy, AGPgen?
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>no job
>anime, manga, fashion, sewing, drawing fashion, abuse yaoi/BL, practicing voice training until i reach insanity
>centrist
>bisexual sub(very)
>looking for friends who wanna talk about random stuff or similar interests
>lemon#4460
Are these suppose to be successful surgeries?
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I hope that maybe I find one that isn't into the whole new progressive bullshit and just feels happy being in a relationship with me, not making a scene out of thin fucking air every odd couple of weeks. I have nothing against women, I just want to try and see how this goes.
My face is still extremely masculine and always will be.
qott: what would you say your biggest sin would be out of the seven deadly sins ?
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FAQ:
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?
>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?
>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?
Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.
>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?
Both are able to be attracted to trans people.
>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?
Little to none. Pansexual is a label often used for "trans inclusive" bisexuals since some bi's aren't attracted to them. However, others are but see it as needless to give it a whole new label.
Resource for Bisexuals:
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Provides additional information and help if needed.
>ignore supposed drive to be a “woman”
>grow thick black beard
>get swole
>be handsome
>start family with beautiful “hetero” woman
>utilize my disassociation from my body as a way of coping and live for the hereafter, letting go of earthy bodily “aesthetics”
Option 2:
>halfway, do monotherapy EV injections at a rate where I can keep white sperm
>get facial hair and chest hair laserd
>get swole
>relationship and family maybe with openly bi gorl
Or 3
>troon the fuck out
>bica, high E
>sperm goes dry, prostate atrophies
>still chad-like bitch
>get swole
>no plan for the future, just relishing in recognizing myself in the mirror (hopefully)
I feel like I might be genderfluid or something, does that make it easier to repress? I don’t want to live in regret and cowardice but I can’t tell what is the brave thing to do?
no no no no, I'm gonna get a bf! a BF!!
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A reminder to ignore all bad faith posters, lest we get derailed again. It is futile trying to justify one's existence to those who claim it is invalid.
QOTT: How's your love life?
>Say in don't know why in am attracted to trans girls
>Later come out as trans
>I was just trying to live through her
Is this really weird or unusual?
why does she do this?
I've been doing hrt for like a month
I've never really liked how I looked and I've tried a bunch of diff things but always felt empty after and that it wasn't the change I thought it'd be
Before I give into trooning out is there anything else I can try?
I've pierced my ears, painted my nails, dyed my hair, grown it long, short, idk bunch of random shit before to try and like my appearance more but it never really worked.
is there something that i'm missing
>White boys make the best bottoms.
It's impossible for you to refute this.
If I swam or something I'd wear rashies or a shirt or whatever
anyone else/
>every time I have suicidal episodes or health scares I feel an intense urge to come out as trans
Is this normal? Does the human brain just make shit up under stress? It's pretty weird desu.
>tried watching hours of gay porn while fucking a fleshlight and if I did cum it was to asian trannies but it still felt like the orgasm was separate to the video
I respect and admire strong men so maybe I could be a bottom
>bought a set of glass/silicone dildos, plugs and a prostate massager, nair, lube, enema kit and some other shit
>tried imagining I was the bottom but I only felt sick and uncomfortable even starting as slowly and as small as possible
I don't want to take drugs
Gays get free sex all the time and I want this so bad
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Comics we know of, all of which are named Kaito Shuno:
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I don't care about the story as long as she draws porn
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Feel free to recommend new webcomics not in the Pastebin, but don't be lazy, please include:
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>Link to it
>Short description
>Whether or not it's NSFW
>Days it updates.
If you're not sure if a comic belongs here because maybe it's not LGBT enough, post updates anyway. We won't know about it if no one posts it!
If you see something wrong in the Pastebin, tell us about it and the comrade will (eventually) fix it. Just keep reminding him.
2. "repress" my AGP and live an asexual life in a constant dissasociated state
3. kill myself and be free from a world of suffering
lately depression has been getting worse and I have recurring suicidal thoughts. Im about 5 months hrt, 23 years old, and I feel like im slowly giving up on hopes about a successful transition. I get extreme anxiety whenever i am outside in public, i see the cis women casually walking around and i just feel so hopeless, i dont know how to accept that i am never going to pass. While they're wearing super cute summer dresses im wearing giant hoodies in the heat just to hide my tits. I cant look in the mirror without getting sad. I'd rather die than try living as a man again and i definitely dont ever want to get off hrt, but the road forward is so dark looking and my chances of ever passing are so slim (mainly due to my skull and shoulders and ribcage), that I feel like giving up almost every day now :( Went to the doctor cause i love my bf and i dont want to fail him, i want to try i really do. I'm going back to my old therapist but i just dont know if there's anything to talk about that would make things different. at this point im spending all my energy just fighting to stay alive, i want to be positive make progress in my transition because i feel like thats they key to get out of this mess, but i simply dont have any energy or hope left. I dont know what to do
"Real Emo" only consists of the dc Emotional Hardcore scene and the late 90's Screamo scene."
QOTT: Whats your favorite emo band? Are you now or have you ever been an emo? Can I get a hug?
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I start a job on monday (~2 days), and the only people that know i'm [female? afab??] are the HR coordinator and my supervisor. I reaaaally want to try being male-passing at a job, but I don't know if getting a haircut will even be enough. I've been on T for a year and a half, and I don't really look any different from how I looked before. there's a part of me that wants to see this whole growing-my-hair-out thing to the end and not bail on a commitment, but I've also noticed that I've been a little bit less male-passing as my hair grows longer.
pros to cutting hair:
-potentially more male passing
-that's it that's literally it
cons to cutting hair:
-may not do shit for passing and might continue to be she/her'd
-can be harder to style bc my hair is slightly wavy-frizzy-curly and i can't straighten short hair
-might just make the black hole inside of me grow
pros to keeping hair:
-idk i will still have longer hair
-i might look like a cool stoner beach bro one day
cons to keeping hair:
-female passing shit
-tangles and straightening it?
extra stats:
-my voice: https://voca.ro/eXUlnuBGo37
-5'8", but 109 lbs
-kind of a male hairline??
-i will be at a new school (uni transfer) 400 miles away from my life once covid is over
and yes i know i sound deranged by putting so much thought into a haircut but i genuinely don't know where to go for an honest opinion otherwise. hair dysphoria kekw xdxd yea i fucking get it
Gender is a spectrum
Therefore bisexuality is the only sexuality.
>Help, advice, guidance on meds and dosages
>HRT related medical experiences and research
>Availability and pricing of medications
>Rational and scientific discussion
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It was my fault. He was very forceful with me and tore my clothes off and started entering me and I started crying begging him to stop, but I was also hard. He said he'd stop if I stopped having an erection, but I couldn't. I kept dribbling cum from my semi erect dick. It was the most humiliating experience iv ever had. I managed to stand up once and he just pushed me crashing down into the sofa with one hand. I was completely outmatched. And he forced me onto his dick and after a while I started enjoying it too and I started moving with him and hugging him.
Im pathetic I know
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In five months to the day, I’m getting my FFS. I don’t know exactly how I’ll look or feel afterwards, but I know that I’ll be starting a new chapter in my life. I’m so excited to be able to go outside and do everything I wanted to do before, in the WAY that I wanted to. I'm ready to recontextualize myself as a new woman and a new person. I'm ready to revisit the sites of my trauma and recontextualize those experiences. The experiences that made me feel humiliated, like I could never be a real woman. What happened to me wasn't my fault, and I thought that I might feel bitter, looking back and realizing that I was made to feel like it was my fault when it wasn't. But I don't feel anything bad. I only feel excited and hopeful for my future.
This board has been an intermittent, but huge part of my life these past four years. And I don’t want it to be anymore. Having someone close to me, who has helped me realize just how special I really am. How smart, how strong, how sexy. I’ve realized that I should only let things into my life that fulfill me and make me happy, because life is too short for anything else.
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>now I pass and have c cups
>tfw have a cousin who looked up to me
>tfw he was like 6 or 7
What is he going to think of me... h-haha. Maybe I should just never meet my family again
As an intelligent person I find that most other macho-masculine men are too stupid, up themselves and hardy to get along with all the time, they get annoying or draining. But more emasculated are smarter, easier to reason and find common ground with, less stubborn. Anyway, Do friendships like this exist in the modern climate? Can total opposites still get along despite their differences?
don't suggest programming I don't understand that garbage
>still no bottom transbian gf
Genetic is a ruthless lottery, and technology isn't sufficiently advanced. Things cost money, take time and depend on many factors.
The soul is placed on the mortal vessel. Tragic. The soul is inherently female by virtue of some external force that's irrelevant to the discussion. Therefore, you then have a small window of opportunity to be able to pass as a woman, because of biology slowly forcing you to be a man, and that window could only be before the sexual differentiation that occurs during puberty. Children are pretty much the fucking same weird ass monkey alien human being, an empty canvas.
We all know that most things on the body can be feminized — and in fact, have been — but one huge problem are the bones. One thing I've been noticing a lot is americans having trouble telling what gender a person is, or if they're trans. You guys are so fucking crazy you're having a hard time telling women from men. The difference is pretty fucking huge. Wide shoulders, thick waist, long arms, long legs, squared jaw, the whole structure is remarkably different. There are a SELECT 1% that I guess actually killed the gods and subverted nature, therefore being a perfect female, but I wouldn't be able to name them. And also, on the other end of the spectrum, weird ass male crossdressers that don't pass at all.
If you don't start early, why even try?
You WON'T pass.
If the perfect mixture of medicine is administered right before puberty, one could even think about denying the normal "male development" altogether, and flourish fully as a female, hormonally and physically. Further medical interventions could be made, on an already nice canvas to make you even more beautiful. SRS optional.
But AFTER that, forget it. Just dress up as a girl.
I like to pay money for webcam shows.
Anyway if I say to a cis girl
"Hello you worthless cock sucking whore" they get super pissed off and kick me.
If I say it to a trans girl they are like "you can call me whatever you like"...
why does it piss off cis girls so much but rarely pisses off trannys?
>D cups
>cis girl friend has A cups
It’s not fair.
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Almost all men who claim to be "bisexual" are basically just attracted to women and dicks, but not men. Lots and lots of bisexual men saying they are into men but wouldn't top a normal or masculine man, but will top women, mtf transexuals and femboys. So, are they really bi?
95% of bi men are wired this way. They are either GAMP verses, AGP bi bottoms or a mix of both.
If you wouldn't fuck a man in the ass like pic related you aren't really attracted to men.
>Only into tomboys and femboys
>Most tomboys are lesbians
>Not dominant enough for most femboys
What do I do
>Pic Related is mine :^)
>playing smash with boyfriend
>I beat him almost everytime, we're calling each other names in the heat of the moment
>call him gay and a faggot several times
>he gets annoyed, blurts out "I'm not gay, I'm straight!"
>try to explain to him that being in a relationship with me means that he is a gay man
>he says back "well, if I'm a gay guy then, doesn't that make you a gay male too?"
>"well, actually, I am an autogynephilic straight male that is attracted an idealized female version of myself, and I am only meta-attracted to you because you make me feel closer to that female version of myself. ergo, *I'm* not gay but you are, in fact, a flaming homosexual. Score one for me!
>he gets mad and leaves
He's still a bit grumpy over this incident, how do I help him come to terms with the fact that he is gay?
im just a boymoder btw. apparently boys are not allowed to use the verb cute.
Other than dick, is there anything that transgirls or femboys have to offer kink-wise that’s better?
>hold spare blanket into a thick rectangular shape
>spoon it pretending it's a transbian bottom gf
>fantasize about making out and cuddling until I fall asleep
>random people i interact with in public started to get rude and now increasingly ruder despite me having the same level of politeness
Does this mean I’m starting to look like an incel?
My gf and I are thinking about starting but the ones we got were to loud and bulky.
Any brand recommendations?
>QOTT you always picked the boy character in VGs, right?
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old >>16576801
https://soundcloud.com/osno1/how-to-dress-as-human
If they had to choose between
Waking up as a hot chick or waking up as a weak little small guy with no dick what would they usually choose?
![1597336292894[1]](https://i.4cdn.org/lgbt/1597438528756s.jpg)
>AGP is just female sexuality
>AGP isn't gynephilia inverted towards the self
also AGPs
>see girly feminine looking person in mirror (with glasses off)
>get boner
>heart goes doki doki
>too scared to transition because of a slew of worries and anxieties surrounding transitioning
>one day you're walking home from what you've been up to
>you suddenly get pinned down, and dragged into a car and taken to a secondary location
>you have the blindfold taken off
>you see who kidnapped you
>it was ella hollywood
>she injects you with estradiol valerate every 5 days
>months go by and you finally become the woman you always wished you could be
>thank you force femme tranny
>sissies are trans too lol
>tf is “gender dysphoria”? I just feel euphoria when I wear panties isn’t that enough to be a respectable member of the community???
>i found out I was trans when i was 30 lol
How are we meant to severe the ties between trannies and fetishism if faketrans agps keep brining it back?
>inb4 just embrace it owo!!! gatekeeping bad!!!
Detransition and die, we’re trying to gain social acceptance and your coombrain autism is getting in the way
>there is a possibility I might be able to get laser and then electrolysis and insurance may pay for some of it, then can take low doses of hrt
>giddy all day
Then I feeling apprehensive, what if I do something irreversible and want body or facial hair later in my life? What if I wind up a hon? What if I want to kill myself when my parents find out what I'm doing (I'm an adult but they still have considerable influence over me). What if I want a babby and can't have one because I'm sterile because of AGP?
QOTT: Do you have a cat? Have you *ever* had a cat? No? Do you have any other cute pets?
( btw i don't have a cat :c )
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>still no bf
(Pic unrelated)
>pretend to be a tranny
>make pro tranny arguments
>argue for hours
>open another thread
>pretend to hate trannies
>make anti tranny arguments
>argue for hours
>repeat daily
how do you other trans girls cope? (dont make this a "well im 6'1 so shut up" etc etc thread)
also dont say "just get a tall bf" i have an amazing bf already
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