>I still want to eat more...
I know how to but how do you get the steadiness to lose it... Should I just ask /fit
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>I still want to eat more...
I know how to but how do you get the steadiness to lose it... Should I just ask /fit
why do i keep clocking cis women? are a lot of cis women just secretly trans?
what does this mean? I was just curious and high and somehow something happened. Am I gay?
Previously: >>22489307
>only 6'
such a cruel joke, I was low T / fem bodied pre-HRT including my height.
I wish I could get like an additional 5” to my spine from a submissive MTF :(
Im in a T4T relationship right now and not only do we do PIV, we even continue doing it throughout his shark week. Most people see us as a normal couple and we are stealth so I always wonder how people would react if they knew our dark secret
Previous Thread: >>22469107
QOTT:
>How are your relationships with friends?
QOTT What tattoos are you planning to get
Old >>22463325
Resources:
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How will future boymoders survive?
was she botched? or just too masc for it to work
I’m thinking of going to spiegel
>realize it's impossible with current medicine
>repress healthily
why aren't you doing this?
Just very vivid fantasies before I go to sleep. I do it quite often and yea I have been raped before
T. Mtf.
Tfw no breeding
I am on level 2 trying yo progress to level 3 via HRT
Liberal men think im silly and wanna convert me
Conservative men treat me like a dirty little secret and can't commit
Help
>6’1”
such a cruel joke, I was low T / fem bodied pre-HRT except for my height.
I wish I could donate like 4” of my spine to a short FTM or something :(
>am cis HRT femboy
>Consider self straight because have no attraction to males
>Have close male friend I've been living with that a sexual relationship has sprung from
>still consider self straight
>friend believes I am MTF and my calling myself a femboy is repression
>agreed to stop "repressing" and girlmode to get him off my back about it.
Anyway, he wants me to go on a date to the movies with him tonight in a dress. Really not looking forward to it. I dislike how I have to cross my legs/keep my knees together in a skirt.
Is there anything else I need to be mindful of to avoid embarrassing myself?
Also, pic is me just shy of four years ago, when I was 2 months in on HRT.
It's 2am and I'm feeling suicidal and I really really don't want to be alone rn
>moved out to smaller town from big city cause remote work
>get curious, match up with really cute transgirl on an online dating app
>date goes well, great time, take her back to my place
>fuck like rabbits all over my new townhouse
>coomer regret
She has been texting me saying she has had a great time and wants to see me again but I can't look at myself in the mirror.
Fuck, what do I do /tttt/? Pic kinda related, she is a cute hapa transgirl.
lemme show ya right now 'fore ya give it up
Straightpassing is of utmost priority to me but its been hard to find a bf because of it. Wanna know a subtle way to give people an idea
Post your results, explain why you think you got them, and guess other's letters. I'll start.
Morals are not but biases internalized and deified throughout generations. Frankly, this test's notion that nonconformity is a good reason to sound your psycho alarm is overly simplistic. No excuse for the low empathy though, that is, without going on a rant about ethics being cringe & I'm not going to accelerate mate why should I the world is fine as it is pilled.
Post 'em
>still indistinguishable from a cis male
it's never gonna get better is it
I don't belong to this board, others would call me just another stereotypical ordinary cis NEET. I only started browsing /tttt/ since a few weeks ago to see what is it all about, didn't even know what "trooned out" means. Initially it felt like a breeze of fresh air: the number of /pol/ posters here is 2x to 5x lower than some other boards, and have some funny memes too.
But it didn't last long, The more I read about people's experience here the more anxious and depressed I became, although I don't think I could really relate to them, and hours later I eventually had a panic attack, had to lie down on the bed with three pillows to keep reading (I was reading the archive, searching for whatever keywords I found interesting and read more about it, repeat, so I guess I was speedrunning the brain rot here). I tried to close the browser tabs, yet I still could not stop reading it obsessively, I think I actually enjoyed those emotions in spite of the depression somehow (probably because all I do for these days is reading and tinkering with soulless technical stuff, and I'm not really even good at it).
And of course I also discovered this board is bad in its own way: the brainworms.
It took two or three days before the depression faded away (I'm glad I avoided reading any of the external links or files to brainworm resources). From my experience I'm convinced that gender dysphoria is partially a meme and certain types of individuals are highly responsive to it, and the brainworms are the extra fuel (strong oxidizing agents!) of the fire.
Comments, /tttt/? (inb4: many such cases...)
QOTT: What's a fun kink you have?
Pic related, it's me so I'm obviously not hideous by any means
>trans women should be banned from women's sports
>hons aren't really trans like cute tranners are
>Blaire White makes a lot of good points
For me it's
>Minimize
Diaper
Is it over
It's over
Ftmg
Agp
Hsts
>Highlight
Mtfg
Vtg
Blahaj
Bottom surgery will make you forever dependent on hormone injections fir the rest of your life
face surgery permanently weakens the integrity of the skull so if you get hit you can have more than just a bruise to worry about.
not to mention that every single tranny lives in utter misery and self doubt. even tranny celebs are shown to live sad lonely lives.
so why go through it? what do you gain?
--- Full MTF Course ---
•L's Guide
https://www.reddit.com/r/transvoice/comments/d3clhe/ls_voice_training_guide_level_1_for_mtf/
•Google Doc
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1gLIOxG9Oq8Ncs1z-c1uvHAgZ43bYGuwdJtLQrQ9EyDg/
•Supplement L's guide with...
False Folds:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdsaPJdU24s
•Vocal Fold Thickness:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PNnBRBfOVY&t=146s
--- Larynx Stuff ---
•Whisper Siren:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6Noi2qERus
•General overview/swallow and hold method:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6ro2R3esHA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWWevU4A5mU
•Big dog/small dog:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx4dPWKVt9o
▶ Resources FTM:
---
•http://www.radical-musicology.org.uk/2008/Constansis.htm
•https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24155064
•https://pastebin.com/CCw9czC0
>bi
>only attracted for men for like 5 months
>wow I must be androphilic, I guess I was just repressed ahah
>tell everyone I'm just androphilic
>1 week later
>see woman
>damn she's kinda cute!~ imagine how nice it would be to cuddle he- NO
>see mtf tranny
>ohh T4T is so based, we'd understand eachother so well, I want a trans girlfrie- NOOOOO!
>see guy I'm usually attracted to
>uhhh yeah I'm not really feeling it, maybe I'm not androph- AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
being bi is a fucking curse, I don't know how I can ever have a long term relationship like this
t. 140 pound fatty
i dont wanna go full girlmode since it could be cringe but i wanna be a lil feminine :s
>want to be sodomized by every slightly older man and woman i see
>absolutely rabid for any form of intimacy
>cant masturbate because no test, can't do it from the back because i want to keep myself chaste for the one
it hurts
>develop a huge breeding fetish
>cannot be bred
so i just killl myself right?
>ghost her because I'm fucking retarded and I feel like a loser good for nothing
>get a job, feel good with myself now
>login again in discord after some months to try to talk with her again
>mfw deleted user 3f136a6d
Fuck I wish I could at least apologize or smth
t. 5'3
Since transgenderism is the most intricate form of philosophical suffering in 2021
Does this mean philosophically that the best course of action is too increase suffering as much as possible to yourself so once "it's over" (death) it'll be the most relaxing feeling ever?
Was umjammerlammer one of the most intricate philosophers of our era? Discuss
https://youtu.be/26g8atIoG1A
Who else is /KeepingItInTheFamily/?
t. ranny who is uniornically, genuinely in this situation
YOU WILL CRACK.. BAD :(
>Raised by single father and only had brothers, no mother figure
>5'10 with broad shoulders and big hands/feet
>Not ugly but pretty androgynous face
>Okayish boobs but not huge
>Generally pretty rectangular figure
>Can't find a relationship because girls think I'm trans
It dawns on me that I'm one of those cis hons they talk about. Fuck my shit up.
Previous thread:
>>22290889
Comics we know of, all of which are named Kaito Shuno
>https://cryptpad.fr/code/#/2/code/edit/u9WMp8xnWArb0-xZ7ljJAjaa/
Read-only link for sharing:
>https://cryptpad.fr/code/#/2/code/view/Mr+SCan-wtlJ2lJGQ4iKAXerD5iSgI3MseRF0hUoR24/present/
I don't care about the story as long as she draws porn
>https://cryptpad.fr/code/#/2/code/edit/StsXhwzarK-GGDG3P2GvlP6a/
Read-only link for sharing:
>https://cryptpad.fr/code/#/2/code/view/iiU2+aw-U3ZC2OX+PyCBUckUdxO+qw4thCGv2t5G5ro/present/
Feel free to recommend new webcomics not in the cryptpad, but don't be lazy, please include:
>Name of comic
>Link to it
>Short description
>Whether or not it's NSFW
>Days it updates.
If you're not sure if a comic belongs here because maybe it's not LGBT enough, post updates anyway. We won't know about it if no one posts it!
If you see something wrong in the cryptad, just edit it! Hoorray.
>Hear about informed consent clinics
>Already >25
>Massive head
>Noticeably balding
>Shitty limp hair even before balding
>Big shoulders
>Big rib cage
>No hips
>Tall with short legs
>Fuck it
>It's hormones time
>Tell all my friends and family
>"Btw I'm trans"
>Dress "androgynous"
>(Half-assed boymoder)
>Me now
>Look like manmoder memes
>Complete with side facing cone tits and big shoulders
>Totally stalled out
>Hair still shit
Picrel mfw
I'm not 100% like the memes, but they're caricatures anyways. I don't have BDD. I'm pretty far in that direction still. Waist can be fixed with work. Brow, nose, jaw, chin can be fixed with ffs. Legs are fucked. Shoulders are fucked. Hair feels fucked, but I cut it short recently in a bout of stupidity, so it looks worse than usual. I just keep it under a hat.
Hormones are fine, but omg the social transition. I can't take it back now. What do I do, anons? How cringe is it to just keep presenting androgynous, but call myself "NB" and use they/them?
ig what I'm trying to say is get tf off this board. Brainworms only take about a month to die off, and I'm considerably happier without them. My life isn't magically better, I'm still a tranny, but I'm at least 70% sane now and I'm actually taking life on instead of collapsing into a doomer mindset
>one of her tranny friends comes by and starts talking to her
>i just sit in silence as they chat for like 20 minutes
why am i so dumb
1. People that just don't think gender is important at all and are doing this because they either are unhappy with what gender might do from a philosophical standpoint or are just doing it for political reasons. They may even trick themselves into having meta-dysphoria.
2. People that didn't choose this life but had it thrust upon them, i.e. dysphorics.
These people are not the same thing. We need different terms.
I hate how many of these online "trans" people are just doing it for an aesthetic or think it is just a choice.
My illness is not an aesthetic.
My illness is not a choice.
>no chin
>tranny
it's over
im thinking they would be too insecure to do anything about it, just suffer in silence letting me get away scot-free.
thoughts?
>almost all <25 y/o FTMTFs
Why does this happen?
>"He remembers cases in which children were unhappy primarily because they couldn't become the other sex. For example, he recalls parents of a boy with GID telling him: "Every night before going to bed, he prays to God to turn him into a girl." Another mother of a sex-year-old boy with GID told Zucker that the boy cried himself to sleep every night, softly singing, "My dreams will never come true." These boys are unhappy because they aren't girls...
So, we have 6 year old's diagnosed with pretty critical gender dysphoria. They're wishing they could become and turn into girls.
But wait! I thought all trutranny youngshits all inherently believe they truly are Women and scream it from the heaventops and never ever back down from their belief no matter how much they're disciplined or punished? These boys clearly & vividly acknowledge and believe that they are boys, and sadly aren't actually girls, so they can't be the platonic image of the Perfect Golden HSTS TruTrans like so many repressing transgirls say they wish they could've been growing up.
But they also can't be AGP, because they have Early Onset Dysphoria and were even brought to clinics because it was so severe and obvious, which is supposed to never happen with AGPs growing up. AGPs are reported by Blanchard and company to never have dysphoria before puberty, and are always late transitioners who only realize things when they're much older, and are supposed to never be even remotely feminine at all as children enough for anyone to notice. Even though many report praying to God as a child to wake up as a girl just like the ones in the excerpt.
Clinical examples in the literature of what typical young transgirls are actually like fit in line with examples like these. So what would these young praying and crying patients be typed as?
Chasers, how comfortable and certain are you in your gender identity and sexuality? Do you live vicariously through your bf/gf? Overall, how has your dating/sexing experience been? Do you think itd be any different if you weren't a chaser/only dated/sexed cis people?
xoxo. Boymoder ;)
I know that I promised to never come back, but this time I had to for our shork fren;
BLÅHAJ. Please take the time to sign this and to share it with all of your friends on discord and tttt.
I will leave again and will not return until my third manifesto is finished.
https://chng.it/ssJxJmbJx5
I don't look horrendous and kinda semi-pass but I can help feeling hopeless with jealousy at prettier and more successful trans women. By all measures I don't have a terrible life but it seems so limited by my residual maleness. There are things I will never achieve simply due to my bone structure and masculine figure. And when I see trans women who have broken through that barrier it leaves me in tears of envy.
>Qott
What's your favorite use of apples?
>Post here and people will rip you apart with no remorse because fuck the trannies
>Post on a reddit and you'll be called a sweetie hon because even Arnold Schwarzneggar can look like a woman if he so wishes
>Go outside for realistic answers
>No one calls you by any gender or title (Miss/Mr/Etc)
>If they do it's generic (dude)
>Friend who worked in retail says that people need to use more neutral gender terminology since you're unaware of who you'll offend
I'll never know if they're not gendering me because they're confused about what I am, can see I'm a freakish hon so they soften the blow by being ambiguous, or because it's just the new normal.
It's painful to not know
1) do you think his (now ex) boyfriend knew?
2) bottoms of color, would you date a top who used racial slurs in the past?
The problem is, my AGP is very on and off (it's been triggered a few months ago btw so I'm still learning to deal with it) and the sexual feelings of a woman often times completely dissapear and are instead replaced with intense desires of having sex as a man. Wtf do I do??
QOTT: What were some of the more memorable affections shown towards you?
If none, what would you like to be shown towards you?
Previous: >>22452078
Tagmap: https://tagmap.io/tag/%2Fbigen%2F
FAQ
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/ traps?
>Am I bi if the only kind of guys I like are femboys and traps?
>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?
>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?
Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes or characteristics of both sexes is bisexuality.
>Do you love me, OP?
yes stop asking already
>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?
Both are able to be attracted to trans people.
>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?
None.
>Is there a discord?
No, and there never will be.
Resource for Bisexuals:
https://biresource.org/
>would you fuck a black person?
"Trying to come up with a decent informative one-sheet poster on the UK's fucked waiting times & explaining DIY as a legit option, as concisely as possible, to stick where it's gonna attract the most positive attention and the least negative attention. (inb4 rope yourself and other seething comments relating to my tortured posting history on this board; we've heard it before already)"
Here's the second draft of the poster, and I'm happy with the content of text, and with the larger eye-catching big text to lure in those interested, but unfortunately the body text is way too small and unreadable at the moment. But I'm really pleased with the content of the text and can't see any points that I've made that could be omitted if introducing a total novice to the subject without them taking away the wrong idea from it. Can anyone redraft this text to make it more concise without losing any of the information communicated? I hope a less autism-influenced, formal wording will take up less words. I'm also going to make a flyer I think that can better handle this much text across multiple pages.
If it's redrafted short enough I'd like to squeeze the sources on as QR codes at the bottom as I think that'd be easier to consume and take up less space than doing them as academic-style footnotes.
Poster body text to follow.
i feel like it should be much more of a widely known fact that if you transition, you probably wont pass. i know that if i didnt get super lucky with blockers and stuff i wouldnt and even then the occasional old asian lady figures me out. so like
dont expect to get treated like you do if you dont
I have more abusive memories but they aren't fetishy, sorry
>whatcha listening to
>whatcha looking forward to
>guess letters i guess
Looking for this shemale for a few years please help me
https://www.xvideos.com/video28761017/rompiendo_el_culo_de_una_bella_trans_mexicana.
T. tranner
I am pretty sure it made me bi and I just feel like I see way more gay/tranny shit on the internet than would expect if it reflected average society.
>you will t4t
you do realize the most feminine thing you can do is grow a rug on your honk-a-donks? right??
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>he said he sucked my asshole so hard that it prolapsed then he started sucking poops out of me and swallowing them
what was he trying to tell me
do people really have dreams like that or did he make it up
life of trans are so funny
I'm not into forefem stuff or femboys however. I'm fine with an average bodytype but do prefer a more muscular build tho. Is it possible to find a bf like that? I really don't want to do this and just end up with a bf that goes mtf mode on me down the line.
The moment you step foot on that camera and have your holes invaded by a stand in for the viewer, every opinion and principle you hold dissipates into nothing. Nobody is going to listen to a cam whore.
i hate this
i feel like a freak
i just wanna be normal
Would you fuck a tranny or femboy chaser?
picrel
>sub 5 inch cock
>small frame, feminine body
>high pitched faggy voice
would getting srs and calling myself a pooner be based?
i'd say i'm a 3/10, but i would probably be an 8/10 in the pooner market
I’m a cis lesbo and I don’t get mad when people make general statements like “women want a man like this”, because I know 99% percent of women are attracted to men and I’m not so desperately insecure that people using general language for ease of communication is a massive deal to me. It also seems pretty ironic in that if we start removing all gendered terms and just strip language to bare bones biology, you guys are shooting yourselves in the foot for obvious reasons.
>going through something similar right now
I’m happy for her but at the same time I want her pp to stay regardless of how selfish it sounds.
I'm a permaboymoder and I assume the answer to this question is no. As such, why should I even try and change my circumstances if it won't help.
yeah it would make me feel a bit less shit if i got gendered female more often, but I would know it was because of presentation and not any improvement in my passing so it wouldn't change much.
Boymode or Girlmode I'm still going to have the same shoulders, jaw and height to cry about and therefore will still probably be depressed.
so if girlmoding will do very little to alleviate dysphoria, why should I try?
Thus I would like to propose the following laws:
>No boymoder shall be without a legal guardian obligated to guarantee her a baseline of food, shelter, clothes, and hormones.
>In cases where parents are unable to provide for their boymoder, she is to be taken in by a boymoder shelter or, should one come forward, an approved foster parent around the same age as her and of the boymoder's preferred sex.
>None of the following shall be distributed to the boymoder: gambling material, unsupervised medicine, alcohol, drugs, pornographic content, M-rated video games, weapons, and motorized vehicles that require a license
>Without the supervision of a guardian, the boymoder is not allowed to: open a bank account, change her identity, enroll in school, sign a job contract, change residence, or disappear
>Infraction to these rules is the responsibility of the boymoder's legal guardian.
>The guardian is forbidden to discourage girlmoding, doing so the guardian would be charged and the boymoder taken from them.