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or will it not work is if it incongruent with my gender identity Who has it harder, Chuds or trannies I’m really into fashion, design, modelling and even acting. All my friends and people I barely know say I have the perfect body for as such. One of my friends in modelling said that I would be perfect as more agencies are starting to look for trans woman models.
However, I have posted my face on this board numerous times and worry that one day it’s gonna absolutely ruin my career. Already see the Twitter threads now, which absolutely demolish my career. Supposed allies and people in the community purposefully ruining a trans woman’s career. Fantastic job.
Glad this board is both bad for present and future me! Why does being referred to with feminine language feel weirdly demeaning and humiliating? I thought this was what I wanted. I added this one person, they were incredibly schizo and kept saying they would kill themselves if they couldn't be friends with me(I knew them for like a day at most).
And then started saying they could only take hrt if it was with another mtf. And also that they have PTSD from being turned trans by some huge conspiracy.
Still can't tell if it was a troll or genuine schizo. I'm in a deep depression but right now I have a rare moment when I actually want to live for some reason, this feeling will probably end in 15-30 minutes or if something will trigger me cuz I think this has happened to me in the past and this feeling didn't last long and... I don't know what to do...
I really don't want to kill myself and I want to be happy! I should probably call my mother and tell her to take me to the doctor to get me on antidepressants because I'm 1000% sure I need them but I'm just so scared of life and I just.. I don't know.
I'm scared. I really want to live but life is so scary and hard and maybe suicide is better after all? I don't know what I even expect from posting here.
Tell me I will never be a woman, tell me how my life will always be miserable, tell me that I shouldn't even try to fix myself and that suicide is what I should do. I am a 6'3 mtf repressor from the third world.
Question to fags: what qualities do I need to have in order to be exportable as "bf" material? Can we have like a thread where tranners post their (rough) location?
I'm tired of bonding with someone who lives hundreds of thousands of kilometers away I'm so fucking touch starved I need someone I can realistically get to and cuddle with I will never date someone white. Why are transphobes so kind
>Try to take away my rights like a women
>Make me feel unsafe in public like a women
>Constantly pushing me to be more femminine to not anger them
>Belittling my opinions
>talking about my kind the same way incels do to women
They treat me better then some allies. Thank you transphobes! >transition isn't pay to win
>ava spend $20.000 on tits like this
I hate rich fucking people so much General discussion thread for all women, trans or cis, who love women.
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•https://pastebin.com/CCw9czC0 >be me
>Second year of high school
>Had yo repeat second year cuz depresion and stuff (i'm mexican, im 18)
>Been in hrt for 2 years (since two months before turning 16)
>I pass but i still boymode
What should i do? Should i come out and live my last year as a girl or wait yo college a be a perfect stealth (Will be going to a local uni tho) >really, really bad baby fever that keeps getting worse and worse
>faggot tranny incel
This is so unfair.
Not only can I not physically have reproductive sex, I am sterile. And I can't even adopt because no man would ever date or marry me. >be me
>entirely attracted to men my whole life
>maybe a little interest in women but not enough to call it genuine attraction
>don't watch porn, haven't in years
>one day see attractive half naked woman
>unbelievably turned on
>can no longer get off to or interested in men
why and how Would trans girls date a chinlet? picrel is me
why aren't permapooners doing this? just develop an ETLE and jack off to your tits in the mirror
just gonna keep living like this until i hit the wall at which point i'll microdose T because i won't be agpfuel any more Is Juliette Stray valid? Or even a, dare I say, role model? I broke a nigger's front teeth, and beat him to near death because he called my trans girlfriend a man. Does this make me a chud? QOTT1: What's your favorite word or word combination that /tttt/ has created?
QOTT2: Do you have AAP?
QOTT3: Do you have AGP?
Old bread: >>25807940 Sorry, but you are not a woman if you have good taste in anything Trannies, it's time to weigh in on a very important question.
Who has harder lives, men or women? All people with experience living as both are welcome to answer. Fuck I feel so dumb. Did HRT undermine my ability to manipulate shapes in my head?
com/spatial-intelligence-test/en/ i'm not sure what it is. maybe it's my attitude or my appearance. maybe i smell funny or my voice is horrible. i can get matches, likes, dates, sex, etc etc but i can't seem to keep anyone around. maybe i'm too aloof? i look just good enough to fuck a few times and ditch? it's frustrating. i've gotten to the point where i'm afraid to accept offers to go on dates because i can see the impending failure.
>i just want a nice guy to climb a cliff, defeat a swordsman, beat up a giant, and best an evil genius
t.ranny why don't hons just milfmode? How do I own up to dating a tranny?
I'm not someone who's overly concerned with other peoples opinions of myself but when it comes to family I'm somewhat embarrassed to tell them... I don't even know why since they aren't really the transphobic type either but I guess I feel like they will see me as kinda failure since I never had a cis girlfriend before so they'll probably conclude I can't get one so I had to go with the tranny (which is wrong btw I LOVE my gf and would take her over any cis girl in the world!) The existence of transbians in public life is conceptual rape of women. You now have to navigate the world and upon seeing a transbian you know they’re announcing they’re coombrained low-conscientiousness low-impulse-control autists with a gynephilic sex drive. You can no longer feel safe. Just being near a transbian erases your feelings of security and self. I legit think transbians should either repress or be shot. Your existence is violence. Damn... is this really what's being a woman like?
Is this why the numbers of transmen transitions are steadily rising? This is fake right? IRL romances aren't like how they're shown in movies, right...? all transbians must be converted back into the cute shy nerdy guys they were What image does my appearance give? >take testosterone for 5 years
>distinctly look like a pooner
>aka just a masculinized female
>when i do “pass” (rare) it’s as a young teen boy. i’m almost 30
>but! voice is at 95 Hz
anons, should i just detrans if i’ll never pass as a man? what’s the point of passing is the only reason i tried to transition in the first place? how much of a barrier is my voice going to be? Living in russia is a valid reason fpr suicide.
>inb4 it's gonna get better
>inb4 just move lol
funny you dorks let the thread die AGAIN edition
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The Old One >>25798665
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/ traps?
>Am I bi if the only kind of guys I like are femboys and traps?
>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?
>Am I bi if I sexually like multiple genders, but only interested in romance with one of them?
Yes, sexual attraction to multiple genders is bisexuality.
>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?
Both are able to be attracted to trans people.
>Am I bisexual if my sexual attraction fluctuates between genders?
Yes, this phenomenon is known as a bi-cycle. Many bisexuals experience it.
>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?
Little to none.
>Do you love me, OP?
Yes, now and always fren
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https://biresource.org/ im not a BPDemon! stop calling me that! im a BPAngel <3 and i am here to spread love and positivity and kindness and good energy :) Why are niggas angry about this? I have noticed that the dominant rationalization for transgenderism has changed from the "trapped in the wrong body" poltergeist stuff to "men and women basically don't exist" which renders the entire notion of becoming the other sex questionable in the first place. Is transgenderism not just an aspect of the binary framework that is now seen as false*. The other element at play is "LGBT is good (always) and LGBT people must be allowed to do whatever they want, and what they think is correct because they're them."
*Do leftists actually consider anything at all to be true or false or just choose their beliefs opportunistically? Like whatever the most extreme version of what they promote that is currently palatable seems to be the one they go with. And it always becomes more extreme over time and the rationalization changes from one that overlaps with the dominant framework to one that is more consistent with the altered dominant framework which has been changed by leftism. bisexuals, do you experience a bi-cycle? What does that feel like for you? Does your attraction sometimes vary wildly because of it? Do 6'4 trannies like this actually exsist in the wild or is this person the only one in exsistance Boymoder General
It never began edition
QOTT : are you right right now? How do you plan to avoid becoming left?
Reminder: it is over.
Last thread: >>25805946 You can never leave me edition.
I never care about the past. Fuck your previous threads. Lmk your best bdsm advice. >kids now getting assignments to out their friends and tell them to stop being fags
What a world we live in I'm mtf and I have 500 hours in fallout new vegas
I am a living meme Jordan Peterson thinks you are fucking ugly anons why does everybody hate bpd trannies? we just want to be loved I'm genuinely afraid of trannies from russia. I wanna flirt with all the trans attracted guys on here but I am to scared to show my self because I don't want to be socially seen on this site I just want to flirt with the guys like I'd have no problem sending a individual a picture I'm just to scared to post on here direct because of the social stigma even though I do wanna talk to people If being a troon is genetic/pregnancy related shouldnt the identical twin of a troon always also be a tranny? Previous thread: >>25710977
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>what you do for a living
go >men are nothing beyond worker/soldier ants
>women are nothing beyond sex objects for said worker ants
neither group has any deeper value or importance by itself, nor do they have rights of supremacy over each other.
only the top 1% of the dynasties that rule over this world can claim to have a higher meaning of existence, since they are in control, if you are not an active participant in the utmost highest elite group of human society, you are part of one of the 2 groups I mentioned, also there is no evil in changing your function, transitioning from a worthless worker ant to a worthless sex object is fine, hell, I'd say its even necessary considering the sex imbalance in most places.
none of us has any right to claim superiority or higher importance, we only exist to perform either role and serve the greater good for our hive-mind society. Embrace your role or change it, but don't get any ideas of self-importance or virtue.
I was assigned male at birth, but I really didn't want to be a worker ant or anything, so I transitioned into a sex slave, it was a good decision, it did not change the overall servile nature of my very existence, but it made me individually happier and more capable of serving the hive
accept the truth, we're all bugs. My mom gets more excited for Pride than me. She sends me messages about it & wears pride colors when we meet up :/ How should an ugly third world poor boymoder go about finding an american chaser to send them money so they can pay rent and not starve after being kicked out by their parents? weird 80s style hair though How do you guys deal with crushes? I have someone who I really contacted with, who is hot, smart and shy, just my type but he told me once when we went out on a beer that he isn't into guys. I have dysphoria and take HRT but I feel disgusted thinking of myself as a woman
Can I just be a cute boy with smol conetits and feminine name? >tfw no meth addict transbian gf to beat the shit out of me everyday for drug money and blame me for all the problems in our relationship, estrange me from my own family, and destroy all my property until I’m a hollow husk of a human being straight t4t general, ftm x mtf
Greentext redux part 48293937328
qott: what animal are you most like? Are you a shy cringe boymoder quokka or a based T-infused kangaroo?
qott2: write a t4t greentext, share oc, stories, etc This thread ends once a tripfag replies
Have fun until then Cis women complaining about being sexualized and hating their bodies is really triggering for me >rich dad dresses his son up as a princess and harley quinn growing up
>kisses his son on the lips and is very affectionate all the time
>makes his son medically transition at a very young age to become a turbo youngshit
any thoughts? All you South American qt's are always begging to get out of ur shithole country so.. how much to buy one of you to come live with me in Australia? Are there any stories of boomer detrans trannys that realize they shouldnt have trooned out and regrett doing it? A tranny in her 40s that decides she doesnt want to be a tranny anymore
Like the reverse of boomer hons that transition in their 30s-40s Furry samurai edition
Comics we know of, all of which are named Kaito Shuno
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I don't care about the story as long as she draws porn
Read-only link for sharing:
Feel free to recommend new webcomics not in the cryptpad, but don't be lazy, please include:
>Name of comic
>Link to it
>Whether or not it's NSFW
>Days it updates.
If you're not sure if a comic belongs here because maybe it's not LGBT enough, post updates anyway. We won't know about it if no one posts it!
If you see something wrong in the cryptad, just edit it! Hoorray. I gave my brother a smooch on the lips for being such a nice brother and he said he wants smooches every day... Why aren’t there that many middle aged repressing gaydens who poon out on their husbands? Does the death of female sex drive cure autohomoeroticism? I dont get why she gets made fun of so much on here. As a cis guy i think she’s really cute and i would rather date her than 99% of trannies on this board. surely you havent put up weight just before summer? Is there any use in getting facial laser hair removal when you're amab and not on hrt? I'm fat so I want to starve myself, but I still need to take bica and if I do that on an empty stomach I get nauseous. What do I do? >be me, mono femboy but not very "possessive" so to speak
>"poly" trans gf, goes to a school on the other side of the country (didnt get in tfw)
>has a bunch of what are to my understanding friends with benefits but like a bit more @ uni?
>has always referred to me exclusively as her romantic partner
is there anything wrong with this, we are both happy with each other and understanding but my dad spent like an hour basically telling me to break up with her and calling her a whore after i told him about it (and then i cried because of stress and he proceeded to gaslight me) >ywn be a cute autistic tranny
Why live? can someone show me a good way to put up your hair? I don't even really know how ur supposed to do a ponytail properly tbhon. I have A cups after 3.5 years HRT and I feel like I will never get any bigger :( I'm really disappointed and I don't know if I will ever get to the size I want. I don't want breast implants because it would make me feel worse.
Pic unrelated >gonna take hormones
>gonna voice train
>gonna lose all my bodyfat
>gonna gain some bodyfat back and weight cycle
>gonna build muscle on my lower body for a juicy butt and nice legs
>gonna grow my hair really long and get a wolf cut
>gonna wear wolf ears and cosplay on instagram and twitter as a wolf girl
>gonna stream video games on twitch too
>will just vtuber if I don't pass after everything
it's gonna be amazing all wish me luck Why do people hate on this board so much? After a decade on 4chan, it's easy for my brain to automatically filter out insane people and retards. If you don't read any of that stuff, this is the best online community for trans people I'm aware of. I wish to become a better trans ally. How can I spot a trans person? I want to make sure that they feel safe. Knowing when to ask for pronouns et c. Why do trannies all think they are so ugly when they are so hot? Any other Nicotine addicted trannies here? I wanna vape so badly rn but I'm tryna quit cus I heard it fucks with hrt. What is the name of that one cute french tranny? Black hair black eyebrows and has an onlyfans. Kinda similar to picrel I have no strong attachment to the male gender. Should I transmaxx for better job opportunities? I'm a csfag and calls started rolling in after changing the name on my resume.. do transgirls like german chasers?
no nazis pls Reminder that everyone is a zombie. If transition as early into puberty is scientifically validated as the proper treatment for gender dysphoria(1,2,3) supported by any medical organization of repute and has been for years, why aren't parents who deny their children this care treated the same as evangelicals who deny their kids antibiotics for bacterial infections or vaccines for life threatening illnesses?
1 Young Adult Psychological Outcome After Puberty Suppression and Gender Reassignment (2014)
2 Mental Health Outcomes in Transgender and Nonbinary Youths Receiving Gender-Affirming Care (2022)
3 Hormonal Therapy and Sex Reassignment: A Systematic Review and Meta-Analysis of Quality of Life and Psychosocial Outcomes (2010) okay so you have the Garden of Eden right
God created Adam. people say he's the first human but they're wrong. Adam is made out of Dust and the Word- he's a golem, and a being of pure Law, as by definition a being created by the Word must be.
God can't create Lilith, but she's there. She's the feminine, the destroyer, the chaos, something from Outside. God wants them wed in order to defuse Lilith, subjugate her as housewife-archetype and thus write patriarchy into this reality itself.
of course Lilith doesn't like that, so God banishes her. He can't really kill her (she's chaos, which makes her slippery) so instead he keeps a tight grip on her so he can manage Eden without her interference.
you can't have a client race with just one member, so God rips open Adam and cultivates Eve from his flesh. In this way EVE is the real 'first human'- flesh born from flesh, mother to child and mother to child, all the way down an endless line.
Lilith hates Adam, but she has sympathy for Eve, and so she sends a Serpent. I like n1x's reading of this- that the 'serpent' is a sort of ur-dildo, a false phallus. All God's sex is reproductive. Lilith teaches Eve about pleasure-sex, and there's a brief, passionate affair between demigoddesses.
Lilith's influence makes Eve into a real person. Before you have an automaton, like Adam. He's not 'moral'- there can be no morality when you don't even have the capacity for sin. Eve gains awareness of her own ability to cause wrongdoing, and in doing so becomes a thinking, feeling being, able to make decisions for herself. Afterwards, you pretty much know the rest. I would ban everyone who has admitted to having sex, except for t4t transbians who are both pretty autistic At 5'5 height and with my stupid wide hips I would for sure be a passoid.I cant even grow fucking body hair!
Alas its was not meant to be.I am not dysphoric and I legit like being a man.I am stuck with this shit feminine body and I cant even troon out to make good use of it
Trannies got the easy way out Homophobic straight men will fuck a girl in her ass and enjoy it no problem but if a gay or bi man fucks another man in the ass then all of the sudden anal sex is something disturbing and gross.
Homophobes explain yourselves. Trans women are men
enby amabs are men (copemode)
femboys are men
twinks are men
women are undedeveloped men
pooners are women
theyfabs are women im so poopy… but im not a disgusting rapehon transbian anymow. now im a cute autistic staight twanny with a big poopy diapie because big men have hurt my poopy hole. rapehon tansbians are a cognitive hazard and every woman around them is filled with disgust how do I prevent the anal sex after burn on my girlfriend's fartbox?
obviously we use lube and we've tried slicone oil, parafine jelly, bodylotion, cooking oil, baby oil, water based lube (which was the worst), but to no success, she is always sore the next day and her exhaust is angry at her.
I am mosdestly hung, so size is probably only an issues for beginners. Do you like to take pictures, tttt? Do you own a camera thats not your cellphone? None of you are actually autistic, you're just socially awkward and use the "autism" excuse to abscond any form of responsability of actually improving your people skills. Should I kys?
https://strawpoll.com/polls/wby5l57EBZA The DailyMail is actually nice to a tranny for once. They respect her, don't demonize her or anything.
Is it just because that she is straight and pretty? Would they hate on her if she was a lesbian or a hon? any other ausfags get this flyer in the mail?
does she mog you? Are tranners that use punctuation in discord like a grammar nazi utterly insane? I’m gonna grape you in mouth! You will never be an anime girl >will never have a successful timeline that inspires others
>will never be able to look back and be proud of the “progress” i have made
>will never be able to think that this was all worth it
>will never be able to look at myself and see myself as a woman
>will never see myself as anything other than a sick caricature of real women
>will never get to have any sort of normal social life as being visibly trans renders that impossible
>will always wake up in the mornings hating what I am and agonizing over what will never be
>will never be able to cuddle with a man, who tf wants to cuddle with an ugly 6 foot tall linebacker-framed hon Warning Warning to Russoid tranners: Russian war Mobilization potentially incoming within weeks. Putin will do it if the 150k soldiers are getting slaughtered by his incompetence. More meat for the meat-grinder for russian people going along with Putin’s “anti-nato mythos” dictatorship.
https://amp.theguardian.com/world/2022/may/12/they-were-furious-the-russian-soldiers-refusing-to-fight-in-ukraine i'm not even on hrt yet, and i still can't get hard, or cum
i'm so sexually frustrated Trans men are men.
Theyfabs are women.
Trans women are boys.
Cis gay bottoms are girls.
Cis males are gender neutral people.
Cis females are objects. Guys im retarded been researching, screenshot of info I have found.
Does this mean I can just walk into a phrarmacy and buy hrt without perscription? I live in spain could you pass? let’s find out!
>itt: it was over before it ever started Is there anything more tragic than a tranny? Redditors are so unbelievably stupid
How is everyone in this thread agreeing with this
What happened to "none of us actually think you can change sex" this kind of garbage is making us look so bad >Have problems in life, wanna 41%
>Decide that I need to talk to somebody
>Make thread, some person offerst to talk on the discord
>I explain my situation
>They agree that I'm fucked.
It never even began. Remember flox, there's no help. >hey mom and dad I want you to meet my transgirlfriend her pronouns are she/her mtfs are women ftms are men femboys and twinks are women How to be less of an incel so that ftms like you better? Sometimes I forget about the dysphoria that I felt before starting HRT and feel like detransing because being a trans person in a society is one of the most awful things.
Is there any chance my dysphoria will not come back if I stop HRT? I think most of the dysphoria went away because of getting bangs to hide my hairline, so maybe I could just keep that and return to being cis? What car do you drive lgbt I repress by being transphobic on the internet >20 with really good insurance
>stable source of income
>top quality medical care
>accepting and diverse community
>amab but wish i was born a girl :(
>never a moment im not disgusted and uncomfortable by my body but the thought of transitioning makes me super happy for some odd reason... so random :P
>always felt like i should have been born a girl
>already diagnosed with gender dysphoria actually and my therapist supports me completely
>mom has tons of old clothes she doesn't want anymore and would easily give them to me
>sister has old makeup i can experiment with
>God came to me in a dream and personally told me He thinks i should transition
>woke up with estrogen and t-blockers under my pillow
hmm idk guys should i transition? it's a bit of a tough decision as you can see... if you're an ugly troon who's in an unhappy 5-year relationship and you're certain the other person won't leave you, is it a good idea to break up? or should you just accept that you won't ever find someone who loves you and cherishes you? Every meta attracted agp deserves a handsome boytoy to use as she pleases!!! They had no problem paying for ffs but now they refuse to pay for breasts enhancement
I fucking hate this.Why would they only pay for some of my transition?
How do I convince them to pay for my boob surgery? Which one of them is Trans?
Testing to see how bad brain worms is. >be agp
>find women attractive
>have envy for them and want to look like them
>feel "dysphoria" for not being like them
>became androphilic, even visually
>men are objectively way more beautiful than women
>want to be muscular wide shouldered long haired /fa/ man with awesome facial hair
>actually undeveloped boy with tits
>feel "reverse dysphoria" and envy for men
So what to do? I'd like to be a man, but I am afraid I'd became agp dysphoric crosdressing pervert coomer again. And I really like mental effects of hrt - estrogen gave me feelings, empathy (I was autistic blind asshole prehrt) and it killed all fetishes I hated and gave me real, non meta attraction to men. So I'd like to have mental effects of e with physical effects of t. Are there anyone have same feelings?
Also, I dont understand am I attracted to people or I just want to look like them. On T i found women attractive and wanted to look like them. On E I find men attractive and want to look like them. What the hell is wrong with me, how to leave in peace with myself and just accept what I have without stupid gender envy? >reality dating show
>pretty standart stuff,a beuatifull 21 years old woman is the main star
>she gets to fool around with a bunch of chads and pick one of them at the end of the season to be her bf
>but there is a catch
>she is a tranny
>but there is another catch
>none of the chads know she is a tranny
>most of the show is fairly normal with dates and couple activities
>meanwhile everyone at home gets to laugh that these dudes dont know they are dating a troon
>in the season finale the tranny picks the chadest of all guys(a fucking ski instructor/lifeguard) and reveals she is a troon
>all the chads get visibly disgusted and angry at the revelation
>regardles,the show ends in a positive not with the ski instructor agreeing to date the tranny despite being tricked
>what a nice happy ending!
>A few weeks later the chads all sue the company that made the show
>the tranny eventually commits suicide
WE WILL NEVER SEE A QUALITY TRANNY SHOW LIKE THIS AGAIN
You cant make a show even remotely close to this nowadays thanks to political correctnes ruinning the world I think that despite being on monotherapy for 9 months and jerking off at least 1-2 times a week, my penis has still gotten shorter. Do I have the body of a twink or am I too fat/wide? >be me, gay bottom transitioning to female
>have had lisp all my life
>start voice training to get a girl voice
>lisp disappears when I use girl voice
what does this mean? >remember some Scottish neckbeard from youtube who used to do little music skits back around 2008. I haven't thought of him since then
>look him up now
>he's in his 30s and "genderfluid" Why do ftms run away from me and avoid me? Simple, I am a blackpilled trooncel I've been on HRT a while, but I keep constantly thinking of detransitioning, because I'm very indecisive about whether I want to live as a man or a woman. I need a way to find this out for real and in totality. One day I think I would be a lot happier as a man especially since I would be more attractive to women but also because I could lead a more dominant lifestyle, and stuff like that. The next day I think I must become a woman because it would treat my dysphoria I may or may not even really have, and I like the feminine aesthetic enough that I wish to embody it.
However I'm also masculine enough that I would require FFS to pass, and I don't really want to have to go through with that, seems like a lot of work and money. Plus what if I regret it?
Anyway when I was really young I prayed to become a girl multiple times and I crossdressed also, and when I hit puberty I found out what transgender means and instantly thought it was me. But I'm really impressionable unfortunately, so I don't know how to figure out what my real gender identity is, thus why it seems to change everyday. and I can't commit to being a man or woman due to that.
So is there a retard-proof way to figure this out for certain? what's boysmell??? is it just a meme and im not in on the joke? like i have never noticed men smell different unless they aint used deodorant like wtf are you even talking about. what is boysmell. boys dont have a smell if they shower. you like musty ass armpits??? what??? WHAT ARE YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT /pol/ is making fun of us again Why is free speech so often under assault in the discourse? We should be striving for freer, more open discussions instead of being so obsessed with optics. Trans girls belong to cis girls