>>38521366
thanks anon, me too.
>>38521388
>worse part is a lot of self proclaimed autists are also normies as the threshold for diagnosis is too lenient
lmao real, self-dx was a mistake, the day a cisF i knew years ago described going to every harry styles concert as her "special interest" i lost faith in humanity. my younger sibling is even more severely autistic than i and having seen how much him and my parents struggled over the years i have very little patience for vaguely quirky foids (because let's face it it's always foids) self-diagnosing as autistic.
>>38521454
my best friend is very experienced with psychedelics and she personally recommended i don't do them. unfortunately i have mental issues that mix very poorly with substances of any kind. i had to stop drinking alcohol because even one glass makes the bpdemon leap out once the initial euphoria goes down.
>>38521500
yeah, i'm not lonely in the sense that i do have regular interaction with other humans, i go to work every day and talk to people (and luckily most of my coworkers are nice), etc. but i'm alone in the sense that i lack belonging and don't have many deeper connections. i feel very distant from my own community and haven't managed to overcome the feeling of being an imposter when i talk to other trans women. at the same time i just can't really form much more than a surface level friendship with the majority of cis people. i'm also an immigrant and because i don't yet speak the local language very well i can't mingle too much with the locals, and at the same time the normie international community in my city is absolutely diabolical. all of this contributes to a feeling of being a permanent outsider. i only need a few close friends too, preferably ones i could see more often because the few i have live far away, but i mostly want to feel like i belong somewhere.

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