>sense of dread/doom when anything new
>like to keep a very specific schedule of events every day
>huge emotional over-reactions to mundane events so have to live life on eggshells
>huge terror of displeasing others and being yelled at
>this is a sword of Damocles over my head
>even consciously acknowledging this doesn't stop it

Is there any help? I think my nervous system is just bugged and I've always been like this. Only help is to escape into escapism for long periods and null my sense of self-awareness.

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>like to keep a very specific schedule of events every day
>huge emotional over-reactions to…