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I'm in a similar situation to OP but with a few differences

>Also 33, also a shut-in
>Live with folks
>Finished high school but never went to college
>I started my own business with my life savings after high school instead of college; it never made a profit and folded just before the pandemic hit
>I've bounced around between two different jobs since then and lost both due to things beyond my control (The place I worked at shut down suddenly, and the guy who hired me only did it as a favor to a friend and then dropped me the second he could afford to; he never wanted me there to begin with)
>Been to therapy twice over the course of my 20s
>I've exercised on and off but I could never seem to lose the weight no matter how hard I tried, so I gave up
>Practically every GF I ever had abused, cheated, or dumped me for not being good enough
>Still living at home
>My last GF was last year, and we had a genuinely good relationship but she dumped me last summer because in her eyes I was a loser who simply wasn't going anywhere, and I honestly don't blame her for leaving me
>I've genuinely tried to find a job but nothing has come up in my favor
>Not even my Ex-GF's mom who worked as a college librarian could get me hired on something as miniscule as parking duty with her connections

I'm currently pursuing creative endeavors but I feel like I'm just kidding myself. I live in a small retirement community in Florida with not a single person in my age-range here and I've been actually so alone I've had thoughts of ending it all because it seems like my entire life is going to be spent stuck here.

I have a little more going for me as OP, but I've not had an actual job in close to two years and it's part of why my ex left me. I feel like I'm in a ditch that's too slippery to climb out. What say you lads? Any advice?

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