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You're not alone anon, don't take this as a "take it like a man, there are others like you or worse", everyone has their own weight to bear and none is better or worse.
I have had my own shit like this too, I can relate, I don't have many friends irl, just a few that you can count with one hand, I graduated as I'm 25 right now, I still live with my parents, no real job, just my hobbies that gain some money, I also know too little so I'm not very independant, fuck man even I had a hard time with high school, but it's never too late dude, you never try too many times, you will get there, you gotta keep going and try again with what you learned.

I know things seem very bad for you right now but keep in mind, the human mind is a bitch, emotions will fuck up your thoughts and will think of the worst scenario possible for you, as if everything is lost, don't trust it, easier said than done I know, but don't trust your thoughts, rely on the little you can do and try stepping out of your comfort zone to do more.
Take a shower to refresh your mind, don't sleep it off unless you need to, don't procrastinate, do things to entertain yourself as a form to reward yourself for doing something you usually don't, but do things little by little, you can't do everything at once.

Realize that at the very least you are self aware and you are trying to improve, you aren't a dumbass, you are ASKING FOR HELP, and that's the best first step you can take for improvement.
Stop making excuses and aknowledge the positive sides of yourself, no matter how small, you are doing something, you are trying.

I don't know how good or bad my advices are being but I'm telling you what I know, maybe you were already told these things, and that's because that's how it is, you can't expect people to tell you whatever you want to hear, instead, it's what you need.

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