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>Who will look after neet who cant even remember to pay his 1 bill on time? Will I just have to come home to help again in a few years anyway, my freedom just a selfish fickle dream? It's hard to think about all that.

God Willing, you would never need to come back into that home. Holidays and whatever are fine enough, show off your best life to them and then buzz off a few hours later; but every time I've re-entered my family's space since adulthood, it has been a mistake. I'm now in a fucked situation I need to at least keep contact with my mom for the time being, when I go into jail I'd love for the State not to kill my damn chihuahua etc lmfao

>What about you? Are you planning to run away and leave it all?

I already was on the outs, but having my stepdad lose his job at 74 and the methhead burning down half the house had me come back into it. I was rebuilding the house with the insurance money, holding my half-senile dad's days together, and dealing with a methhead doing a crashout every 3-4 days. I have a small cabin once the jail time is over and this is behind me, I NEED to cut contact with them all, this is an actual hell. Maybe family doesn't even mean to cause all this hell, it's the people we love we hurt the most and all that, but the purpose of a system is what it does, and this system has been fucked since day one

>>32561610
Not that it matters, but I got raped by a guy named timmy lol. My mom got the rape thing from 10-12 with some guy named Uncle Jack or something, but again, that fucked up a few things but things were already fucked [spoiler] you mean a family that allows this kind of shit to happen is already fucked- no way [/spoiler] It fucks up men and women, but in no way do I think I should feel bad for my mom because she's now an eternal teenager to cope from her childhood and everything she did and does is to protect herself from her fucked reality she never dealt with- instead just shat out 6+ kids and said to herself, Good job

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