>>31140927
>If you don't stay in control of your actions, but do let your own passions be the ones to decide in your stead, if you ignore your consciousness and what you consider good, things tend to spiral
>Pleasure and happiness are not the same thing
>Happiness is a much brilliant, far more kind, and sober thing
>The kind that carries more love, than lust
Ironically, this explains better than anything else I've thought of regarding why my experience has been so radically different than most cheaters.

>>31134584
>I still don't feel remotely guilty.
>>31129106
>I'm in a very unique spot on that I am cheater with no regrets who never once questioned that cheating is wrong.
I made the decision to cheat slowly, after keeping the girl at arm's length for nearly a year, developing love and affection beyond sexual desire. I acted deliberately with love in my heart and after seeking alternative paths.
I knowingly chose to take an action I believed was wrong, fully prepared to accept possible consequences. Although I have not revealed my actions, acted deceptively, and lied by omission, I have not behaved secretly, guiltily, or withdrawn.

If my wife ever simply asked me about it, I would come clean immediately. She was insecurely paranoid of me cheating for years when she had nothing to worry about. Then spent years completely ignoring me in every way. Only recently has she finally begun paying attention to me.

I have acted in love, not lust.
I have cheated with someone I care for instead of a convenient warm hole.
I have acted with deliberate forethought, not succumbing to impulsive desire. To the point of refusing sex with an amazingly sexy naked woman half my age who was eager for it.

God loves us all.
God's love can also take the form of a twisted, sexy BPD crazy masochist bitch who desperately needs loves, wants someone, and falls into self destructive obsession but cares enough to not destroy lives.
Mysterious ways indeed.

I sincerely thank you for your post.

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